je d'caarre, lusha alcide

[Lusha je D'caarre]

N A M E meggles
C O N T A C T S pm is perfect, please.
O T H E R . C H A R A C T E R S aleiah, celestria.
R A N D O M . F A C T i have drawn this character five times and in the drawings she has no face.

N A M E she was born as saecilia l'rose je d'caarre. when her brother died she began using his name as her own to honor him and to take his place in the war. so now saecilia is lusha'a alcide je d'caarre.

N I C K N A M E S as a child she was always called sae by the boys in her family, and her friends around that. now that she i known as lusha'a she is often called lu, lush, and as a joke from the guys in the army of niendra, lulu. they also sometimes call her alcide, or al.

A G E nineteen.

B I R T H D A T E december sixth.

G E N D E R female.

S E X U A L I T Y heterosexual, though she is disguising herself as a boy, specifically her twin brother, though he had died she took his name and place and told the leader of the niendran army that it was the sister that had died.

O C C U P A T I O N corporal in the niendran army. she had found her place in the army after the death of her brother. he had come home to celebrate their joint birthday and before he could go back into active duty he got sick and died. to honor her brother, she took his name and went in the place of him. easily enough.

M A G I C ?

[/b] (ability to communicate with animals) sae has had this gift ever since she could shift into a tiny female fawn. she had never been able to differentiate between the two gifts, always thinking it was one in the same. her father just thought she was making things up because for a good amount of her first and second year of birth she stayed in form impulsively. in that sense she was an early bloomer. although along with being a cute fluffy fawn she could hear the voices of the animals around her, and even though she only knew three words she could talk back to them. through her adolescence and teen years she didn't use either of her gifts as often as she had her first few years of life, but they were still a really powerful presence in her life.

shapeshifting (ability to shift into any other form) this gift is by far her most powerful. ever since she was a child, she and her brother shared the same gift, though the same affinity to shapeshift into a aviator was something they did not share. sae often was a doe when she was in form, and her brother lusha was often an owl. sae's affinity for being a doe came at random. of course, her father said that it meant she was sweet, soft spoken, and often doe-eyed, even if she often did hide behind a tough girl act. (both her mother and her father were shifters).

ADMIN CLASSIFICATIONS
Animal Communication -- Level 1 -- Class B
Shapeshifting -- Level 1 -- Class A

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H E I G H T 5'6"

W E I G H T 145 lbs.

B U I L D small and fragile-like. sae was always the smaller member of the je d'caarre family, though she was always able to fit in well with the other boys. she was born with natural masculinity, though smooth bone structures enough to identify her as the girl; features that often confused many of her gender was. sae could even fool her own father if she tried hard enough.

E Y E S big bright blues that are often filled with sadness due to her brother's death; he meant the world to her. there is reluctance and secrecy in her eyes that often draw curious eyes in her general direction. of course she is always able to ward them off easily of their curious suspicion.

H A I R sae, like her brother had, keeps her hair on the longer side. she usually wears her hair down on more casual occasions, though on days where she will be doing a lot of work she slicks it back in a ponytail. usually it falls around her pale face in wavy dark to light blond tousles.

I D E N T I F I E R S her bright blue eyes and long blond hair against the pale valor of the je d'caarre family.

A P P E A R A N C E

L I K E S

• fighting for her country
  
• her family
  
• making friends
  
• shifting
  
• fooling people (it's funny to her)
  
• writing and drawing in the journal she made
  
• singing; she has a pretty deep voice for it
  
• making people laugh
  
• telling stories
  
• being around people
  
• though she's horribly awful at it, dancing
  
• cooking
  
• her pudu - if she is in form she often cuddles with her
  
• swords, sword making, and sword wielding
  
• shield are inevitable
  

D I S L I K E S

• baroness desire'e alarose-caar
  
• hiding who she is for a cause
  
• not knowing who she is herself
  
• being without her brother
  
• the illness that killed her brother
  
• the month of december, the seventeenth day specifically
  
• winter
  
• extreme heat
  
• excessive talking
  
• those who feel the need to ask tons of questions
  
• being interrupted while writing or drawing
  
• defeat and those who gloat to go along with it
  
• running out of time
  
• drifting off to sleep when bored
  

F E A R S

• running out of bribery coin and someone telling on her.
  
• never finding herself as a person, as a girl.
  
• being shunned because she was pretending to be her dead brother to become a higher ranked officer in the army of niendra.
  

S T R E N G T H S

• disguising herself as a boy
  
• affluent in putting words to paper
  
• thinking things through before acting impulsively without reason
  
• staying level headed in trying situations
  
• being capable of blatantly disregarding suspicion
  

W E A K N E S S E S

• being around testosterone and adrenaline enraged boys
  
• talking about boy things, thus she's usually quiet for fear she'll sound like a girl when explaining things or talking
  
• dancing, she loves it but she's incredibly bad at it
  
• topics of love and family when the boys are bored and asking each other questions
  
• expressing herself in any way, except through writing.
  

Q U I R K S

• brushing her hair out her face
  
• sighing whenever she's in deep thought
  
• staring off into oblivion when in deep thought
  
• drifting off to sleep when bored
  

G O A L S

• to keep her secret of actually being a girl for as long as she can. she doesn't need the stress of her being a girl to be added onto the team, or herself. she'd rather live in complete oblivion rather than to be scrutinized by her friend, family, and worst of all the army. she feels welcome there, she feels close to her brother, and she's happy she can make friends with these kind of guys.
  
  
• when the war is finished, save she is alive, she can go back to being her. if she can ever figure out exactly who she is to begin with. she'll take her horse, and she'll find her own place. hopefully live in peaceful happiness, maybe find a friend, a lover, someone to possibly be her future. but that's wishful thinking.
  

P E R S O N A L I T Y

F A M I L Y

• lady eliza'abeth ilain je d'caarre -- mother -- deceased
  
• lieutenant general o'in omry je d'caarre -- father -- 53 -- retired
  
• baroness desire'e alarose je d'caarre -- stepmother -- 27 -- house wife
  
• jedediah e'in je d'caarre -- eldest brother -- 38 -- musician
  
• theodorian nickolai je d'caarre -- second eldest brother -- 29 -- painter
  
• alastai zacharai je d'caarre -- older brother -- 23 -- sword and shield shoppe
  
• erastal jhonlei je d'caarre -- older brother -- 23 -- sword and shield shoppe
  
• lucarion elpharion je d'caarre -- third oldest brother -- 21 -- unknown
  
• lusha'a alcide je d'caarre -- twin brother -- deceased
  
• ashuska -- female pudu -- deceased -- bali's mom
  
• bali -- female baby pudu -- merely several months old
  

P L A C E . O F . B I R T H

H I S T O R Y

[/b] she smiled sweetly, casually using the lapel on his uniform, "je d'caarre." he was surprised by her smooth and correct pronunciation of his surname. she seemed quite pleased in his facial expression, though he quickly wiped it off his face and went back to the confident and cold glare of an army man. he never lost his poise so easily, and he cursed himself for losing it. "indeed i am," he spoke just as coldly as the expression on his face, as though he were talking to the general. though he couldn't take his curious eyes off her own blue ones. "one is not too fond of such jovial goings on," he stated matter-of-factly.

the girl giggled profusely, "ye mustn't be so rash, major, it is merely a celebration of our country, and our countrymen." she raised her brow, almost all knowing, as if she couldn't believe he didn't like the event that celebrated him as well as the country he protected. she smiled curtly, "ye should be so lucky nay to be paraded around by a mother to potential courtiers of ye." her blue eyes darted to her mother, who was still speaking with the general, back to the man before her. "please, major je d'caarre," her blue eyes begged, "treat me as if i were a lady, and you a gentleman, and tell me the name of which i may call ye."

"major general o'in omry je d'caarre at your service, miss," he smiled, bowing to the lady before him with gentleness in his eyes. his military composure surpassing him as he looked at the bright young lady before him. "and yours?" she smiled, curtsying before saying, "eliza'abeth ilain le fran'teaux." she smiled brightly at o'in, the smile then reached her curious blue eyes. "mother tells me to give myself the title of lady when i introduce myself to gentlemen, though one is not a true lady until married to such a gentleman." she rolled her eyes upward as if saying, 'silly mother.' o'in couldn't help but smile. he and eliza'abeth shared a few glance before her mother stole her attention away from the man.

the general then stood before his major general, "it seems ye have been hiding ye self behind a mask m'boy. unless, tis was merely a mask only a lady such as le fran'teaux could remove." the general laughed as o'in was taken aback by his general's comment. his expression hardened a bit, trying to replace that composure he once had before he was effected by such a creature as eliza'abeth. he refrained from repeating the words the girl had said to him, 'one is not a true lady until married to such a gentleman.' because o'in did not believe it, for eliza'abeth was certainly a lady.

within the first eighteen years of their marriage they had five children. the first born, jedediah, was always interested in the art of music and sound. their second child, theodorian, had always enjoyed the art of painting live art, such as musicians, contortionists, and the like. their third and fourth sons, alastai and erastal, enjoyed making weapons -- even though as children the weapons were only wooden -- and wielding them as though they were real. their fifth born, lucarion, was a questionable child -- he often kept to himself -- everything he did, he did in secret.

then came their nineteenth year spent together; another set of twins joined the family. a little healthy boy, who entered the world first, came to be named lusha alcide je d'caarre. following him was a similar looking little girl , the first girl in the immediate family, who came to be named saecilia l'rose je d'caarre. though neither of these new entries into the je d'caarre family ever met their mother; she had died during the delivery of saecilia.

sae grew up surrounded by the je d'caarre boys; they weren't the best influences either. they didn't ever go easy on the girl they called their sister, of course, she could hold her ground and fight back, no matter how young she was to some of them. no matter, they would have told her she would have to deal with it nonetheless. horse playing, rough housing, attacking when unprepared, wrestling, and pelting rocks at one another was only a few of the many things they would do in the privacy of their own home.

sae was strong and wise, like her mother, and she could often outsmart her brothers. she and her elder twin would always pair up -- saving each others hide against the older siblings -- they were inseparable. the elder siblings would complain, nonetheless, though their father found it completely fair since the rest of them would always team up against the youngest two.

surprising as it may seem, the je d'caarre children could be quite classy, clean cut, polite, and charming. for special events they were always well behaved, kind, and polite to each other and the party goers as well. the father would always be surprised that such rowdy kids at home could be so calm and dapper in public. he would relish in the fact that at least he was doing something right. even sae was different, she was a lady, and she looked like a lady too.

when some of the brothers began to move away sae wasn't as rough or rugged as she had been when she was growing up. she didn't have a reason to be. she calmed down, started to find things that she could be interested in instead of always following her brothers along. of course, none of her interests lasted very long. it was almost as if she could be anything but what she was around her brothers, another boy.

she even tried her hand at dating, though she found it awkward and quite annoying. boys then only really wanted one thing, and sae wasn't interested in being the one to give that to them.

the worst thing that could happen to her was around she and her brothers eighteenth birthday. her twin brother had said he had joined the niendran army. he had gone to the festival that year and they told him they would like to put him through more training. they were giving him a few days to pack and explain it to his parents. sae felt abandoned.

she felt as if her whole world was crumbling beneath her, and it only got worse. a year after being in the army, lusha came home for a visit for his and his twin's birthday. a little while into the visit, lusha got severely sick. winter came and he was bedridden. a doctor said that it was simply a viral thing and it would disperse in several days. but it only got worse. her brother began coughing up blood, and only a week after their nineteenth birthday had passed and her brother died lying in bed, choking on his bloody spit -- all he had done was cough.

she had decided to take his spot. to live his happiness for him, as him. when she told her father, pride ebbed in him and he told her she needed to fabricate a story that they would believe, in case they were to question why she was acting different than usual... he said that he would even help her. so when they asked which je d'caarre member of their family had died, she simply stated, "my twin sister." she had thrown herself away, she had died. on that day, she had become her brother. she was now lusha alcide je d'caarre.
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